Tomorrow and Yesterday
I never liked school because I never liked being told what to do or how to do it. Now it’s all I ask for. The past 5 months are the only 5 months I have ever been out-of-school. With a degree, I lost structure and routine, a manual on life. I see-saw between yesterday and tomorrow, searching for comfort and eager to begin the future we all wait for.
Post-grad is a challenge I’ve never heard about. Heart break feels different and exhaustion does too. I take small victories to bring me back to where my feet stand. I guess we all do. “Now” is a place I look for in a skin care routine and a yoga practice. This diary entry helps too.