I find happiness in Movement, in being allowed to assert myself, in being myself, in my time stood still… Everyday of the week I step into a completely safe environment, a place of awareness where I know people will carry me in my times of doubt, where I know I am Enough.
I love Dance more than anything else in this world. For my entire life I have held myself back from being who I sincerely am, in the way that I Dress, in the way that I Act, in everything that I Am. Not because anyone has told me that there was a problem with me, but because I have told myself that there is. And I have finally come to the realization that I am More than what I tell myself I am, I am deserving of my praises and I am deserving of what is to come.
In an earlier post I made a reference to a Beautiful friend telling me to Let Go, she had gone through the same problem herself. You would have never known it, but that is the point, I strive to be as proud of myself as she is. I strive to be able to take a deep breath and know that whatever may happen in that moment will soon pass. I long to help people look at themselves and be able to know that They Are Enough. And We should long to excuse all those who do not commend us for it.
“For you see, in the end, it is between you and God. It was never between you and them anyway.” -Mother Teresa
Written by Smith